Cry

Have you ever prayed against your will for God to be stronger in you but secretly you don’t want Him to but your Spirit knows better? It knows what’s best and when God does give you the strength or turns things around to help you avoid that temptation you get mad and frustrated because you want to give in although you know it’s not how it should be?

I’ve cried

Over frustration

Over a broken heart

Over love

I’ve cried

Just to surrender it all

My weakness magnifies

Hard not to give in

I’ve cried

Over loneliness

Because it’s hard waiting

and at times I want to give in

I’ve cried

For Your Help

You come through

Then I cry because I didn’t want You to

I’ve cried

Because I don’t always know what I want

My flesh becomes strong

But I don’t want to break Your heart

So break me down Oh, God

Let me cry

I know You're there

Holding the tears that fall from my eyes